Not All Is Unwell

Despite my last post, I am severely happy.

Christmas is coming! It's my favorite time of year, and it's our first Christmas in the apartment. He doesn't like Christmas, but I think that mainly has to do with a lack of warm, fuzzy holidays. I won't force him to participate, but I think having presents under the tree, homemade cookies and hot chocolate around, Christmas music playing, the smell of a pine tree, and 2000% happier roommate will change his mind(or at very least, get him used to the idea). I'm already eying ornaments and decorations, and humming my favorite songs. I'm waiting for that moment that is so painstakingly far from now, when the lights are on the tree and we turn the overhead lights out and the tree just glows all the colors.... I'm getting carried away.

And the other happy thing- Tonight I'm going to see a play at the college. Accompanied by my darlin', my weird semi-crush. It's not a date by any means, but it will be good to see him.

Things aren't perfect, but there's so much to look forward to!